Name: Emy
Age: 16
Sex: Female
Dob: 4/18/88
Location: Madison
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Sunday, September 26, 2004
Current Mood: TIRED!!!! Somewhat grouchy
Listening to: Nasty Girl - Nitty
Hey guys! How have you been? I have been so busy lately, I barely get a chance to write. With dance, and school, and trying to find time to have a social like I do not have a whole lot of time for anything else lately.
Well it's been going good since the last time I wrote. So I'll tell you about what's happened lately. Well I am fully employed again at Cherokee Country Club. I quit before because of the timing, and didn't like it. But now I'm back as a host and banquet waiter so we'll see what happens.
So...Chaz and me. Doing great. I decided I don't like him. It was just an idea. We have a blast together. As a matter of fact last Friday nigh, we were with eachother the whole night and then he stayed overnight. WOW! That night I got NO sleep what so ever!!! We ended up having a really great talk but I didn't get to bed until 4 a.m. and had to wake up the next morning at 8 a.m. Thanx Chaz! lol. And then I was with him the majority of the day that Saturday. During the week we didn't get to do much because I have dance almost every night and he has play practice everynight. He gets upset with me because he says I'm too busy for him. lol. Whatever! And then this past Friday He came over after play practice and we hung out with some of our other friends. It was so fun. We jsut goofed around all night. And then everyone left and it was me and him. We had a really good talk again, then I took him home. Another night I went to bed at 4 a.m. Then Saturday (yesterday), another early morning. Waking up at 8:00 a.m. Then dance. Straight from dance I went with my friend Shannon to go babysit. I told Chaz to stop by my house around 8:00 to see if I was home. Since I don't have a house phone or cell phone. I ended up having to babysit until 11:00 p.m. and Chaz sat there and hung out with my fam just so he could wait and see me! Aww, how cute. hehe. But then We were hanging out, me, Shan, and him, and then we were in the car and he thought it'd be fun to like jump on top of me while I was driving, and he wanted to hold me hand, and blah blah blah. It was cute but yeah.
So there's pretty much my weekend. I had fun! Until today, so I got my school pictures the other day. And I told my mom that day that I was going to get retakes, so I said don't give them to anyone!!! And what did she do today! Started giving them out! I was like mom, you know I wanted retakes and she like went off on me so I left and started balling. And of coarse the one person I wanted to talk to was Chaz, and I couldn't call him because he doesn't have a phone right now either. So yeah. I just drove around for awhile and eventually ended up back home. Then my mom tried to call and apologize, but she ended up bitching more, so forget it! I'm really upset. There's a really difficult situation with my mom. And I really don't like her right now or lately. I hope things change. But oh well.
I need to get some stuff done. My goal is to try and write 3 times a week. So keep checking back! Bye! Love you!
Posted at 4:41 pm by Emybabz06
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Current Mood: SORE! REAL SORE! and tired!
Listening To: Sex at Six - The Profits (underground band)
Well, today was probably one of the worst days possible. I started out by waking up late and scrubbing it to school. Then at school it was really hot, then it stated raining. And I'm starting to get a cold so I didn't feel good from that. Then on the way home from school is where it really started to get interesting.
My friend Meghan was giving me a ride home from school since I didn't have my car back yet and on our way home we were on one of the main highways. All of a sudden the car in front of us started breaking really fast and swirving, trying no to hit the car in front of them. This caused Meghan to slam on her brakes. Then another school friend behind us (2nd car) was breaking and so was the person behind him (3rd car). The person in the 3rd car rear-ended the 2nd car, causing the 2nd car to it us. It was a big slam, you could hear it and feel it. Thank god there was no damage to Meghan's car, but Car 2 & 3 were towed. We all got out and started shaking, and crying, and just freaking out. Thank god, none of us were hurt, just sore from the impact and seat belts. We had to wait for the cops and they talked to us and figued it all out. Then on the other side of the highway there was another accident 20 minutes after ours. It was the same thing, a rear-ending. It's because people were slowing down to see our accident. So everything was cleared and figured out so we were free to go...
Then when I got home, I went out with my dad to pick up my car. I was really nervous because I'm unsure about driving right now, jsut with what happened. But oh well, I got over it. Then later tonight I really started feeling sore from the accident and I also had dance. So I went to dance and laid low, trying not to put too much pressure on my body but even from dance, I'm more sore...
So that was my interesting day, Hope that tomorrow goes better!
Posted at 10:08 pm by Emybabz06
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Sunday, September 12, 2004
Mood: VERY tired! VERY sore! Worn out...
Listening To: Hands up - Black Eyed Peas
Oh my God! I've been so busy lately! I'm sooo sore from dance right now. This past week has been so busy, that's why I haven't writen in like forever! There is way too much going on right now, with school, dance, having a life. I probably won't write much now that dance has started. But I'll try my hardest to write as often as I can.
So I'll tel you about my week...
Monday: Monday was labor day, so we had no school. I went ovet my friend Molly's house and just hung out.
Tuesday: It was back to school, unfortionatly. Then after school Chaz was supposed to come over but he had to stay after school for something. So I ended up just going home and getting my homework done then I had to head to dance around 6:4ish. I started at 7:00, with my lyrical class. It flt so good just because I got to stretch out. Since I got so out of shape over the summer. Then from 7:45-9:00 I had my advanced pointe class. Thank god we didn't have to wear pointe shoes this week, other wise I'd be even more sore. But we did do an hour and 15 minute bar. Meaning we stretched for and hour and 15 minutes. After dance I came right home and went straight to bed I was so tired.
Wednesday: Another lovely day at school. Nothing too exciting. Chaz got upset with me though because I couldn't d anything the night before and then I couldn't do anything tonight (wed). So after school I had to go straight to babysitting at 4:00. Then I was supposed to have my jazz private for dance at 8:45, but I was stuck babysitting until 9:15ish. Then once again I went home and feel asleep right away.
Thursday: School...Chaz was adorable, because he gets "upset" with me because I'm busy and hadn't had time to hang out with him lately. I just love having him care enough to get upset that we can't hang out. Then staight from school to dance again. Started demonstrating at 4:30. It was a pre-ballet class, from 4:30-5:00. All 3 & 4 year olds. There were TWENTY of them!!! HOLY COW! That was a lot of kids running around! Thank god that class is going to get spilt in half. Then I had a break and had my pointe private with my mom for a teacher from 8:15-8:45. Then I came home talked on the phone with my Chaz for a little bit, then back to bed.
Friday: A wonderful day at school! Actually, it wasn't so bad. We had our first pep rally. Then during my last block class, Social Issues, we had a debate. It was so fun. Because I'm a big fan of talking. It was great. After school I went to the bank, the went to get my homecoming dress. It's cute. But still unsure of if I want to go...(I'll tell you about the homecoming drama in a little bit.) So after that I went and picked up my friend Adrienne and Casey, and then we were going to head to the football game. But Chaz called me so of coarse I had to go pick him up too, and he didn't get front seat so he couldn't change my music! hehe! So he had do deal with that, and be in a car full of girls (I doubt he minded that part!) So we were at the game and it was a blast! I even lost my voice a little bit. It was the first football game of the season that we won! I was so excited! After that, I headed to Chaz's house to chill with my girlies and him. He's so cute. I love how we flirt and it doesn't mean anything. I really don't like him right now either... So then I came home and went to bed.
Saturday: Early Morning, I had to wake up at 8:00 to be at dance by 9:00. Then I demonstrated from 9:00-10:30. Then I had my classes from 11:45-2:00. That's why I'm so sore. After dance, came home, took a nice bath. Then got ready for the night, some what. I didn't have much energy for anything at that point. Thenmy friend Amber and Amanda came over to use my computer to look up music for a poms routine. But we ended up talknig forlike an hour before we did anything.Then Amber left and another Amanda came over. Then I went to pick up Connie. And we were hanging out, messing around, dancing, having fun. Then both Amanda's left. Then one came back, then Cai & Shary came over for a little bit then everyone left and Connie and I went to her boyfriends house to hang out wih him and his buds. Then we came home and we were tired as could be and we were out!
Today: Nothing excited. I think I'm getting a little cold and I am worn out from the whole week so I just layed low.
Oh yeah, and Chaz lef me for 3 days! He's going to the Packer game! :(
Since I have been busy through out the week this was the first chance I got to write an entry. This is probably what it will be like or awhile. But I'll ry to write as often as I can.
So about homecoming, remember one of my earlier entries? Where I said I don't want to have the homecoming after party at my house. Well we found a replacement house, except for the fact that I'm not invited. Which I don't care, because I don't even like the kid, but still...So I'm rethinking it. Maybe just having a few people over. I don't know yet. He's just making it a big competition. Don't worry though, he wants to compete, we will and I'll win. You don't mess with me! hehe.
Well my car is broken AGAIN! I need new brakes this time. I'm sick of it being a piece of crap. Why did my sister have to ruin it? But what can I do, I don't have money for a new car and neither do my parents.
But things have been looking up for me. I've been busy. Like mylife has been School, Dance, Sleep. Not much tme for friends but I make sure I save some time for me and them. I love dance, and I love being back in it. Saturday night was a blast and Friday with my Chaz. Just I don't know why I really like life. I'm getting good grades so far also, 100% in Chem Com, like a 98% in ASL 2, don't know about Soial Issues but it's an A. Well I'll get back to you all later! Bye!
Random Quote: "Life is a tragedy when seen in close-up, but a comedy in long-shot."
-Charlie Chaplin
Posted at 6:25 pm by Emybabz06
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Saturday, September 04, 2004
Current Mood: Worn out & Sore
Listening To: Shadow - Ashlee Simpson
Hey again! Well nothing too exciting today. I babysat for five hours. Then Cari and I had a little movie night. Watched Prince & Me, and talked. Her and I have been hanging out a lot lately, and I'm glad because I think we understand eachother.
So...that's really all there is to write about today. But, I'm going to tell you about my bestfriends today. Because I'm sure you will hear about them a lot in my future blogs.
One of them, the best one of all, you've already heard about. His name is Chaz. I have known him for 2 1/2-3 years. I started out not liking him at all because he took my best friend at the time, away from me. Eventually we just started talking more and more. I don't really know how it happened, just one day he called me and we talked for like three hours. Ever since then, we have been inseperable. We've been in one big fight in the 2 years we've been best friends and that was completely my fault. It's a girl thing, I know, not the best excuse, but yeah. So I love him to death! I seriosuly don't know where I would be without him. He's been there for me through EVERYTHING and I've been there for him through EVERYTHING! We have it planned that we're getting married. Going to live in Cali. He's going to be a famous actor, or we're going to own a surf shop. Just one of those things. We know we'll be together one day, but neither one of us is ready for it yet. But for now we're satisfied with the cuddling and kisses. But I know we'll be friends forever. So there's the backround on him...
Now Shannon...I've been bestfriends with her for two years also. She's great! We've had some really great times! She went to Illinois with me for a week. I've stayed at her house when I fight with my parents. Just it's like I have a guy best friend and a girl best friend. It's nice I can have both. Except, Shannon doesn't really care for Chaz. She just doesn't want me to get hurt, because I have cried about him before. It's just difficult.
So I also have Molly and Casey, who are like best friends too! Casey...I've known her FOREVER! We dance together and go to school together. I really don't know how I got so close with her either. It's weird. She's the shy one and everything but I love her to death! We spent a TON of time together this summer and it was a blast. Now we start dance together next week, so that'll be fun. And Molly, I met her Freshman year. We got along, and were friends, but we definatly had our ups and downs frosh year and soph year until the end. We started to get real close! Then she left for Austraillia for two weeks and when she got home we were literally inseperable for like two weeks. Her boyfriend got a little jealous but he'll deal. hehe. Now we're still doing good, but I don't have any classes with her or anything!
Then there's Cari, and Connie. Their like my two really good friends. We just have fun.
Now you'll know who I'm always talking about. But anyways I'm going to go make my rounds for the night and then I'll write to you all later! <3 you!
Random Quote: "That's the secret to life... replace one worry with another...." -Charlie Brown
Posted at 11:37 pm by Emybabz06
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Friday, September 03, 2004
Current Mood: Really good mood! Tired though.
Listening To: Havana Nights, from Dirty Dancing
Well, today was an interesting day. Started the day getting up and getting all cute for picture day. I went to school and it is just boring in the morning. I weny to my first class, American Sign Language 2, and I really like that class. Then we had to go down to get our pictures taken. I wore a shirt that showed a little more cleavege, because I wanted to look cute for pictures. So I get there and sitting ready for my picture to be taken and the lady like snapped on me. She's all like, "Pull up your shirt! No one wants to see it!" So I pulled it up a little bit. Then she comes over and yanks it up! I was like ugh, ok? So then yeah the rest of the school day, blah, blah, blah...
After school I came home for a little bit and then went back to school with my friend Adrienne, for the swim meet. I'm such a good friend, going to support my friends at their sports! hehe. And so I went to that and it was fun, then I went straight to the Varsity Football Game. The FB game was fun at first. I mean people weren't getting into it. I was having fun though talking with people who I haven't seen or talked to all summer so it was good. Then my bestfriend came over to see me everyonce in awhile and he made the night better too. But I just started getting a really bad tummy ache again and was not feeling good at all. I stuck it out until half time so I could watch the poms and then I decided to leave.
When I left the game I went to go see one of my othr bestfriends, Casey (she's a girl), and hung out for like an hour or two. I guess I missed the best part of the game, but oh well. When I went home from Casey's, Cari came over for a few hours. We just sat there and talked about everything. It was so nice! (I love ya Cari!)
But I'm real tired again so I'm off to bed, Night guys!
Random Quote: "If you love somebody, set them free. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were."
Posted at 11:50 pm by Emybabz06
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Thursday, September 02, 2004
Current Mood: Excited, I really don't know why though...:)
Listening To: Me & Emily - Rachel Proctor
Hey Again! It's been an interesting past few days. Made it through my first two days of school. Also, cut my hair, and dyed it...so it's been an important few days.
So the first day of school...oh boy...hehe. We started at 12:30, so it wasn't that bad, I was still able to sleep in...I went to all my classes and there not as bad as I thought they would be. I did switch Math-Chem to regular Chem-Com. I feel much more comfortable in that class. I also have a Study Hall period, where I'm a teacher's assistant, but I also get a chance to do my homework so it's nice. WOW, the new freshman, I really don't think I like them. I like two of them and that's it! They just get in my way and they don't know their way around school so it's a real pain in the butt!
Then the second day, still not so bad, have my first class with my best friend...speaking of him, I decided I don't like him, at least not much. I don't know it's just not there right now, which is probably best for now. Even though one day we plan on getting married, hehe. So we're doing great though! Still adorable when we're together but yeah the chemistry I guess you could say, just isn't there. My dad is set on having him move it...hehe, long story, I'll explain another day if you want to hear. But yes, back to my second day of school. It went well. I love my fourth hour, Social Issues. We get to talk a alot and debate. I'm a big fan of talking so it's a perfect class for me.
In the past few days it's been nice seeing everyone again though. I missed a lot of people. But at the same time there's still the people I don't care to see. Oh well though, right?
So tonight I randomly decided I needed a hair cut, well a trim anyways. So I went and got that done, then I wanted to dye my hair again. I have been dying & highlighting my hair for years. It's naturally a honey brown. The last time I did anything it was a cinnamon color with some highlights. But the roots were all grown out and it was just time again. So I dyed it. It's a little darker then what I'm used to but I love it! It might take some time to get used to though...
Well Picture day tomorrow, so I should figure out what I'm going to wear and then there is a home football game so I will let you know how that goes also! Night!
Random Quote: "If you love somebody, set them free. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were."
Posted at 11:26 pm by Emybabz06
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Hey Guys! Well things are very hectic right now. Haven't written in a few days, haven't really had time. Hopefully once I get done with my homework tonight I'll be able to write another entry, but this is all I have for now...
Posted at 8:17 pm by Emybabz06
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Another night with no sleep...
Current Mood: Excited, and not excited...
Listening To: I Can Only Imagine - Mercy Me
Well here goes, another night, and I can't sleep. School starts tomorrow (well today). Only halfa day but still not looking forward to it. I really, I'm just not ready at all. I want to go back and see everyone but that's it. I don't want the homework to start.
So today I met the kids I'm going to start babysitting tomorrow. They're adorable. Kirsten who is going to be 9 in December, and then Ana who will be 3 in December. They seem like good kids. I think I want to take them to the park tomorrow.
Well what else did I do today? Not much...just tried to prepare my self mentally for school, which didn't happen at all, hehe.
Oh yeah, so today I was on the phone with my friend Molly, and I was thinking, I normally have people over to my house before and after school dances like Homecoming and TWIRP. I offically decided I'm not doing it this time. I always do it, no one else ever does, and it's not fair. Because my stuff gets disrespected, and stolen, and just no one appreciates it. Everyone wants to drink after homecoming, and I don't mind it, we're just not going to do it at my house. I always feel disrepected and like no one appreciates it and I really feel like people tae advantage of me.
Like I said about the girls night when people were asking to drink, I was like no. And with the thing with m neighbor, and my friend and her ex. Just sometimes I feel like I get taken advantage of and so that's why I decided, not this time!
So anyways, enough about that. WOW! I can't believe I really go back to school tomorrow. I just am not ready at ALL! But I should try and get some sleep so I will let you know how my first day back goes! Night!
Random Quote: "Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter." -Martin Luther King, Jr.
Posted at 1:51 am by Emybabz06
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004
School Schedule
First Semester
1: American Sign Language II
2: Math Chemistry
3: T.A. / Study Hall
4: Social Issues
Second Semester
1: American Sign Language II
2: Math Chemistry
3: T.A. / Study Hall
4: America Since '45
Third Semester
1: Algebra Trig
2: American Sign Language III
3: Computer Lit
4: English 11
Fourth Semester
1: Algebra Trig
2: American Sign Language III
3: Aerobics
4: English 11
Dance Schedule
Monday
Belleville
Jazz Private, 5:00-5:30
Jazz Class, 5:30-6:15
Demonstrat, 6:15-7:00
Tuesday
Lyrical Class, 7:00-745
Advanced Pointe, 7:45-8:45
Wednesday
Jazz Private, 8:15-8:45
Thursday
Demonstrate, 4:00-6:00
Pointe Private, 8:15-8:45
Saturday
Senior Pointe, 11:45-12:45
Senior Jazz, 12:45-1:30
Senior Tap, 1:30-2:00
Work Schedule
(I'm working on finding a part time job. I've had a lot of interviews...)
Wednesday
Babysit, 4-6 o 4-8 (Depends on the week)
Friday
As may hours as I can get
Saturday
As may hours as I can get (after 3:30)
Sunday
As may hours as I can get
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This is going to be a very busy fall for me, with all of my school work, dance, work shifts, and having time to relax and have fun. It'll be hard but I'm hoping it will help me keep busy and out of trouble. I'm very excited for it all, except for the shool work :'(.
Posted at 3:32 am by Emybabz06
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Current Mood: Very Happy and Excited!
Listening To: I Will Come to You - Hanson
Hey once again! Today was very interesting. Couldn't sleep at all last night because I didn't feel good and I was excited for my best friend to come home. So I'm very tired right now, but for some reason I am never able to sleep at night. lol.
So this morning I woke up to get ready for a job interview at Old Navy. I had to wait 10 minutes for the hiring manager to come out and have my interview. While I was waiting, I saw a friend of mine. He made me laugh and loosened me up for the interview. When the manager finally came out I felt completely ready and prepared. I thought it went very well, but we'll find out later in the week.
After the interview I called my bestfriend who came home today. He was at the doctor's getting his stitches out from a surfing accident. Then I went to go pick him up so we could spend some time together since I haven't seen him in two weeks. Oh my god, we both missed eachother soooo much. When I first saw him, neither one of us said anything, all we could do was hug and hold eachother. It was great! Then I went in and talked to his dad for a few minutes. I love his dad... He's like my dad, we would do anything for eachother. Then my friend gave me a little present he bought in Cali for me. It was adorable, a little necklace! Then we were off to my house. We talked about everything. We've always had this inside joke how we're going to get married one day. So we talked about that more...How one day I'm going to move to Cali with him and we're going to own a surf shop. It's so cute. Then he's set on having me go to Cali with him sometime soon. I thought that would be pretty cool. So we got to my house and just watched a movie and talked. Lots of cuddling and litte kisses! I missed him so much! It was so nice just to have him here and hold him! :)
Well then I took him to this one house. It was downtown and I don't know my way around downtown perfect. So we got a little lost and started arguing. Eventually we found it and it was all good. But overall just seeing him made my day! He's so adorable. I think everyone should have a guy like him, he treats me so good
After he left another friend came over for awhile and we just hung out. But all in all today wan't too bad...I didn't feel great but I got to have my bestfriend, so it was fair.
But I'm off to bed, hopefully. Night!
Random Quote: "Don't give up on something you can't go a day without thinking about."
Posted at 1:21 am by Emybabz06
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